Hi, I got the job in Genpact”

Were the words of my colleague, who has just got the job? I was very much tense, actually double tense now as it was me who was in big trouble and I wanted to leave the job , who was in the great mess , who actually wanted to get out of this bloody thing, but see who got the job , the girl who just three days before has decided to go out of the job , and who actually did in just 3 days of thinking of changing the job. It hurt me now so much,

Common yar I was hoping to hear a good news soon, I was trusting my GOD so much, I was in a desperation to get out of this bloody mess and my GOD left me behind    helping my colleague.

Now she will be out of this company while I will be jobless in just one week maybe.

Why GOD why did u do this with me.

I was crying in the toilet (the safest place for me to cry my feelings out) when suddenly it seemed to me that i have got an answer from GOD,

“ that girl does not have father, no elder brothers , no financial support from any body other, if won’t take care of her , who will”””   you have your whole family to support you emotionally as well as financially , please wait for some more time”

Me: but god, it’s me who is in this mess:

GOD: don’t worry I will take care of you

Me: God , I was very happy in my last company why did you let me change to this company, where from the very beginning  I am going through problems only, personally as well as professionally.

GOD: as you are my special child, I want you to go through all kinds of experiences in life, good as well as bad, so that you can understand and experience life fully, I give you pain so that you can understand and enjoy your gains, if you will not walk on thrones, you can not understand and realize the importance and softness of flowers. To live in this life you need to go through many kind of experiences, good and bad..

Seriously, we are always in some or other kind of problem. Sometimes, in search of good partner, in search of good job, in search of good home, in search of good friends, or simply sometimes because we have now everything, so in search of new challenges, in search of happiness by this  way or another. I myself have experienced all this. Today, morning as I was very tense, my mother told me that right now you are so much desperate to find a new job, think about a person, situation, when you will have to leave your present house with no other place to go while you are having little kid also with you.

This is the problem she has faced. I also thought job ka kya hai, I may get a job later also, at least I have my home where I can sit and relax if I am not having a job, at least I have my family for my support, I have my mba to keep me busy with the education, I have someone special to support me emotionally, I have my bank balance to support me financially, I have many things to take care of me.

There is always one thing, when we are desperate for anything, we never get a solution outright, and we always have to wait. Why does this happen???? But when we have to wait for something, this wait is always too much. We can not tolerate this.

O GOD PLEASE GIVE ME STRENGH TO HAVE PATIENCE.